Second Chances

A Garden Without His Permission · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

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The night my husband told me our unborn child changed nothing, I didn't scream, slap him, or beg him to love me.

I simply walked out of Dylan Marchetti's office with one hand over my stomach.

And before he understood what his words had cost him, I would be standing in the arms of the one man his entire family feared.

But the night that destroyed my marriage wasn't the night I learned I was pregnant.

It was the night I finally understood that loving Dylan Marchetti might cost my child its life.

"I'm pregnant," I told him.

Dylan's pen stopped for barely a second before he continued signing the document on his desk.

"A child doesn't change anything, Leslie. Not between us. Not in my schedule."

Something inside me broke.

Not loudly.

Cleanly.

"All right," I whispered.

He didn't even look up.

For a moment, I stood there waiting for something.

A question.

A flicker of surprise.

Perhaps even the smallest acknowledgment that the child growing inside me belonged to both of us.

But Dylan merely turned another page.

The scratch of his expensive fountain pen filled the silence.

I looked at the man I had married six months earlier and realized that I had spent half a year trying to make a home inside a heart that had never invited me in.

"Is that all you have to say?" I asked.

His jaw tightened.

"What would you like me to say?"

I swallowed.

"That you're happy."

He finally raised his eyes.

There was something dangerous about the way Dylan Marchetti looked at people. He never needed to raise his voice. His silence alone could make grown men reconsider their decisions.

But I was his wife.

And I was carrying his child.

For once, I wanted him to look at me as something other than a responsibility he had inherited.

"Leslie," he said, "we both understood the terms of this marriage."

I felt my hand move protectively over my stomach.

"Did our baby understand them, too?"

His expression hardened.

"Don't do that."

"Do what?"

"Turn this into something it isn't."

I stared at him.

"What exactly is it, Dylan?"

He leaned back in his chair.

"A complication."

The word landed between us like a door slamming shut.

A complication.

Not a miracle.

Not our child.

Not the first living thing we had created together.

A complication.

I nodded slowly.

"Then I won't complicate your evening any further."

I turned toward the door.

"Leslie."

For one foolish second, hope rose inside me.

I stopped.

"Yes?"

"Have the driver take you home. I have a meeting in twenty minutes."

I didn't answer.

I simply walked away.

And when the office door closed behind me, I promised myself something.

My baby would never have to beg for love.

Not from Dylan.

Not from anyone.

Six months earlier, I had stood beneath the vaulted ceiling of St. Michael's Cathedral wearing a wedding dress that cost more than most people earned in a year.

Armed security guarded every entrance.

Two hundred guests filled the pews.

And every person in that church understood that my marriage had nothing to do with romance.

The Hartwell and Marchetti families had spent generations destroying one another.

My grandfather had lost his brother in a dispute over the New York waterfront. Dylan's father had spent twenty years retaliating against anyone connected to the Hartwell name.

By the time I turned twenty-six, the hatred had become an inheritance neither family knew how to surrender.

Then my father announced that he had negotiated peace.

The price was me.

"You'll marry Dylan Marchetti," he told me one evening.

I had been standing in his study, holding a glass of water.

I remember the way the condensation slipped between my fingers.

"No."

My father didn't look surprised.

"This isn't a request."

"I'm your daughter."

"And that's precisely why you can end this."

I looked at the framed photograph of my mother on his desk.

She had died when I was seventeen.

For years, I had believed my father loved me enough to protect me from the ugliness of his world.

That evening, I discovered he loved his empire more.

"What happens if I refuse?"

He folded his hands.

"People die."

Three weeks later, I walked down the aisle.

Dylan waited at the altar in black.

He was devastatingly handsome, with dark hair, sharp features, and eyes that revealed absolutely nothing.

He didn't smile when I reached him.

He didn't squeeze my hand.

He simply took it and turned toward the priest.

Our wedding vows sounded beautiful.

They also sounded like a lie.

That night, Dylan brought me to his penthouse overlooking Manhattan.

The apartment occupied the top three floors of a building guarded more heavily than some government facilities.

Everything was immaculate.

Marble floors.

Floor-to-ceiling windows.

Furniture that looked too expensive to touch.

There were fresh flowers in the bedroom and champagne waiting beside a silver tray.

But Dylan didn't look at either.

"Your room is down the hall," he said.

I stared at him.

"My room?"

"Yes."

"Where will you sleep?"

"In mine."

He removed his cuff links.

I watched him for a moment.

"Are you going to pretend I don't exist for the rest of our lives?"

"Go back to your room."

"No."

His dark eyes locked onto mine.

"You don't understand what you're doing."

"I do."

He stepped closer.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

For a few dangerous hours, Dylan Marchetti stopped pretending he was made of stone.

He kissed me like a man who had been starving for years.

And when he held me, I believed that perhaps our marriage could become something neither family had intended.

Something real.

But by morning, he was sitting fully dressed beside the window.

"This won't happen again."

I pulled the sheet around myself.

"Say that while looking at me."

He did.

"I can't love a wife I was forced to marry. Love is an open door, Leslie. In my world, open doors get people killed."

I studied his face.

"You just proved two things."

His jaw tightened.

"You can feel," I said. "And you're terrified of it."

He left without answering.

I should have understood then.

Instead, I spent the following months trying to make a marriage out of whatever scraps he allowed me.

I waited with dinner.

I read quietly in his library while he worked.

I learned his favorite wine, memorized his impossible schedule, and told myself every small moment of silence between us might eventually become intimacy.

Sometimes he would find me asleep on the library sofa and leave a blanket over my legs.

Sometimes he would ask whether I had eaten.

Once, when I caught a cold, he canceled a meeting to drive me to the doctor.

Those moments were so rare that I treasured them.

I built entire dreams around gestures that another woman might not have noticed.

But Dylan came home later.

Then some nights, not at all.

And the penthouse became the loneliest place I had ever lived.

The only person who seemed to notice my loneliness was Dylan's uncle, Renzo Marchetti.

I distrusted him immediately.

Renzo had silver hair, gentle manners, and the kind of smile that never reached his eyes.

He was always impeccably dressed, always polite, and always watching.

"Dylan has always been difficult," he told me one afternoon. "Women like you are what hold families like ours together."

Then he kissed my hand a little too long.

I withdrew it.

"Perhaps Dylan and I should figure out our marriage ourselves."

Renzo smiled.

"Of course, darling."

But he never stopped interfering.

He always sat too close.

And his questions never felt accidental.

What does Dylan tell you?

Who visits you?

Do you feel safe here?

I answered politely while every instinct inside me screamed to keep my distance.

One afternoon, I found him standing in Dylan's private library.

He was examining a photograph of my mother.

I hadn't even known Dylan possessed one.

"Where did you get that?" I asked.

Renzo turned.

"Your mother was a remarkable woman."

My stomach tightened.

"You knew her?"

"Everyone knew Evelyn Hartwell."

He placed the photograph back on the shelf.

"She understood the importance of family loyalty."

There was something strange in his voice.

Something that made the hairs rise along my arms.

Before I could ask another question, he left.

That evening, I searched Dylan's library for the photograph.

It was gone.

When I asked Dylan about it, he told me not to concern myself with his uncle's business.

It was the first time I wondered whether the Marchetti family was hiding something about my mother.

It wouldn't be the last.

Then one afternoon, the smell of vanilla cake made my stomach turn.

I covered my mouth and pushed my plate away.

Renzo's eyes immediately sharpened.

"Are you all right, darling?"

"Fine."

But his gaze dropped toward my stomach.

I excused myself.

That night, I took a pregnancy test.

Two lines appeared.

I sat on the bathroom floor staring at them.

Then I laughed.

Then I cried.

For the first time since entering the Marchetti family, I cried from happiness.

I pressed my hand against my stomach.

"Hello, little one."

My voice trembled.

"I don't know what kind of world you're coming into, but I promise I'll love you enough for both of us."

I imagined telling Dylan.

I imagined his expression softening.

I imagined him kneeling beside me and placing his hand over mine.

Perhaps our child would be the one thing powerful enough to reach the man hidden beneath his armor.

For two days, I carried that hope.

Then I walked into his office.

And he called our baby a complication.

The elevator descended through the Marchetti building.

I stood alone beneath the cold overhead lights, struggling to keep my breathing steady.

My reflection stared back at me from the mirrored wall.

Blonde hair.

White dress.

Ivory coat.

One hand resting over the small curve of my stomach.

I looked like a woman who had everything.

A wealthy husband.

A beautiful home.

A child on the way.

But I had never felt more alone.

My phone vibrated.

Unknown number.

I almost ignored it.

Then I read the message.

If you want your baby to survive the Marchettis, leave the building now. Do not go home.

My blood turned cold.

I read it again.

Then a second message appeared.

A black car is waiting downstairs.

My fingers began to tremble.

A third message arrived.

The driver works for Vincent Romano.

I stopped breathing.

Vincent Romano.

Dylan's most dangerous enemy.

The man whose name could silence an entire room of Marchetti soldiers.

The man Dylan had once described as someone who never made a move without knowing exactly what it would cost.

The elevator chimed.

The doors opened.

And there he was.

Vincent Romano stood beside a black luxury sedan, rain glistening on the pavement behind him.

He was tall, broad-shouldered, and dressed entirely in black.

His dark hair was swept back, his expression serious.

Behind him, the rear passenger door stood open.

He looked directly at me.

"Leslie."

I froze.

He extended his hand.

"Come with me."

I looked at his hand.

Then at the car.

Then back at his face.

"Why should I trust you?"

His gaze dropped briefly toward my stomach.

When he looked into my eyes again, his expression had changed.

"Because your baby isn't safe with him."

Behind me, the elevator doors began to close.

And somewhere high above us, my husband was still signing papers, unaware that the most dangerous decision of my life was about to begin.

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