Children and Family Bonds

A Place Beyond Their Pity · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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They named her Anna Hope Cole.

Cora suggested the name.

Gideon refused at first.

“You don’t owe me that.”

“I know.”

“Cora.”

“She was part of this family before me.”

Gideon looked down at the baby.

Cora continued.

“And this child exists in a house Anna helped build. She has brothers and sisters Anna gave you.”

Tears filled his eyes.

“Hope,” he said.

Cora smiled.

“Because that part belongs to us.”

When the children entered the bedroom, everything became chaos.

Ruth cried immediately.

Samuel asked why the baby looked wrinkled.

Eli wanted to know when she could walk.

Grace attempted to climb onto the bed.

Caleb stood at the doorway.

Cora noticed.

“Come here.”

He hesitated.

“You sure?”

“Yes.”

He approached.

Cora placed Anna Hope carefully into his arms.

Caleb froze.

“She’s tiny.”

“You were too.”

“No.”

Cora laughed.

“Yes.”

He looked down at his baby sister.

For a long moment he said nothing.

Then tears ran down his cheeks.

“She didn’t kill you.”

Cora understood what he meant.

“No.”

He breathed out.

Something he had carried since eleven years old finally loosened.

“You’re okay?”

“I’m exhausted.”

“But okay?”

“Yes.”

Caleb bent his head and kissed the baby.

Gideon watched from across the room.

Later that evening, he found Caleb sitting beside the window.

“You did everything right when your mother died.”

Caleb stared outside.

“I know.”

Gideon blinked.

The boy looked at him.

“Cora told me until I believed her.”

Gideon swallowed.

“Good.”

Caleb’s mouth shifted.

“You should probably call her Mama when we’re alone.”

Gideon frowned.

“That would be strange.”

Caleb laughed.

The family stayed in Oak Haven for nearly six weeks.

Cora recovered slowly.

This time Gideon’s hovering was justified.

When she attempted to carry laundry, he simply removed the basket from her hands.

She did not argue.

Much.

Their mountain products continued selling.

The bank note was paid.

Then Mr. Mercer made an unexpected suggestion.

“Why don’t you make this permanent?”

Cora stood behind his counter almost exactly where she had stood the day Gideon entered with five children.

“What?”

“The soap. Jam. Dried herbs. Ruth’s sewn goods. Caleb’s wooden boxes.”

Mr. Mercer gestured toward a shelf.

“Travelers ask for them.”

Cora stared.

“You want to carry our products?”

“I already do.”

“He means more,” Mrs. Mercer said.

Mr. Mercer nodded.

“A regular contract.”

Cora almost laughed.

Years earlier Oak Haven had assumed she had no useful future except serving customers at this counter.

Now the same store wanted to purchase goods from her family.

“Yes,” she said.

They returned to the mountain in spring.

Snow melted from the roof.

The creek thundered with runoff.

Wildflowers appeared across the valley.

Cora stepped from the wagon carrying Anna Hope.

Gideon stood beside her.

Five children rushed toward the cabin.

No.

Six now.

Six.

Cora felt the old doctor’s words rise somewhere inside her.

No children.

She almost smiled.

Life had given her six.

Not in the order Oak Haven expected.

Not through the path anyone predicted.

But love rarely cared about correct order.

The first months were difficult.

Anna cried at night.

Grace became jealous.

Samuel discovered nightmares again.

Eli nearly burned the shed while conducting what he called a scientific experiment.

Ruth entered the beginning of adolescence and occasionally cried for reasons neither she nor anyone else understood.

Caleb started talking seriously about leaving someday.

That frightened Cora more than she admitted.

“You’re fifteen,” she reminded him.

“I know.”

“You have time.”

“I want to see Denver.”

Gideon looked like Caleb had proposed moving to France.

Cora understood something Gideon did not.

Children were supposed to leave eventually.

Love was not successful because people stayed dependent.

Love was successful when they became strong enough to go.

So she helped Caleb plan.

Not immediately.

But someday.

Gideon complained.

“You’re encouraging him.”

“I’m preparing him.”

“He belongs here.”

“He belongs to himself.”

Gideon scowled.

Cora kissed his cheek.

“You married a woman with opinions.”

“I noticed.”

The years began moving.

One winter into another.

One harvest into the next.

The Cole business grew.

Ruth designed embroidered cloth bags for soap.

Caleb learned carpentry well enough to build furniture.

Eli turned his talent for trouble toward repairing machinery.

Samuel became obsessed with books.

Grace followed Gideon everywhere.

Anna Hope grew up believing six older people existed specifically to entertain her.

But happiness was never perfect.

Cora refused to pretend otherwise.

There were arguments.

Fear.

Illness.

Money problems.

One spring flood washed away part of the lower fence.

A winter storm killed three cattle.

Ruth once disappeared for four hours after arguing with Gideon about attending a dance.

Caleb left for Denver at seventeen and Cora cried for two days after his wagon vanished down the trail.

Gideon pretended his eyes were irritated by dust.

They received letters.

Caleb found work with a carpenter.

He returned the following Christmas taller, louder, and carrying gifts for everyone.

When he stepped through the door, his first word was:

“Mama?”

Cora turned.

He hugged her hard.

She understood then that motherhood was not established by birth certificates.

It was built in repeated choices.

Meals.

Arguments.

Bandages.

Rules.

Forgiveness.

Waiting awake at night.

Letting go.

And welcoming home.

Ruth became a teacher.

Eli became frighteningly good at mechanics.

Samuel eventually announced he wanted to become a doctor.

That nearly caused Cora to drop a plate.

“A doctor?”

“I want people on the mountain to have one nearby.”

Gideon looked at Cora.

Both understood.

Anna’s death.

Cora’s false diagnosis.

Years of unnecessary fear.

“Then you’ll be a good one,” Cora said.

Samuel smiled.

Grace grew fearless like the mother she barely remembered.

Anna Hope grew gentle like the mother who raised her.

And through every year, Gideon remained Gideon.

Large.

Quiet.

Stubborn.

He built additions to the cabin as children grew.

He carved Cora a proper rocking chair.

He still checked locks twice during storms.

He still woke occasionally from nightmares about Anna’s death.

But less often.

Cora never asked him to forget.

He never asked her to pretend his past did not exist.

One summer evening, nearly ten years after Cora climbed into Gideon’s wagon, they sat outside the cabin.

Children and teenagers were scattered across the yard.

Grace chased chickens.

Anna Hope picked flowers.

Samuel read beneath a tree.

Eli argued with Caleb about a broken wagon wheel.

Ruth had returned from teaching for the summer.

Gideon took Cora’s hand.

“Remember what you said at the church social?”

“I said many brilliant things.”

“You called yourself barren.”

Cora looked at him.

“I was angry.”

“You called me Mr. Cole.”

“You were practically a stranger.”

“You said if I needed a brood mare, I’d chosen the wrong woman.”

She groaned.

“Must we revisit that?”

“Yes.”

He looked across the yard.

Six children.

Noise.

Life.

Family.

“You were right.”

Cora raised an eyebrow.

“That sounds dangerous.”

“I chose the wrong woman if that’s what I wanted.”

He squeezed her hand.

“But I chose the right one for everything else.”

Cora leaned against him.

After a moment, she whispered:

“You didn’t choose alone.”

“No?”

“I chose you too.”

Gideon smiled.

“That was questionable judgment.”

“Terrible.”

He kissed her forehead.

They watched their family until sunset.

Cora thought the story might have ended there.

Perhaps it should have.

But there was one last piece of her past waiting in Oak Haven.

One final chance to discover whether she had truly stopped measuring herself by the judgment of people who never understood her.

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