Second Chances

Bread at Midnight · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

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“Take it off.”

For one stupid second, Hazel Bennett thought Matteo Lombardi meant her coat.

Then his eyes dropped to the diamond necklace at her throat.

“The jewelry,” he said. “The ring. The dress. Everything I paid for.”

Rain hammered against the floor-to-ceiling windows of the Lombardi estate outside Chicago. Lightning flashed beyond the black iron gates, turning the marble foyer white for half a second before the room fell back into amber chandelier light.

Nobody moved.

Four men stood along the walls in dark suits.

All of them were armed.

All of them suddenly seemed fascinated by the floor.

Hazel swallowed.

“Matteo.”

He stared at her as though six months had been erased in five hours.

Five hours earlier, he had kissed her shoulder while she stood barefoot in his kitchen.

He had stolen a piece of roasted potato from her cutting board and earned himself a slap on the wrist.

He had asked what she wanted for dinner even though she was the chef.

She had laughed.

That morning, Hazel had also taken a pregnancy test.

Two pink lines.

She had hidden the photograph of it in her pocket because she wanted to tell him when they were alone.

Now there was dried blood on Matteo’s white shirt cuff.

Caleb’s blood, Hazel believed.

Her younger brother had always been trouble.

Drugs.

Gambling.

Promises he meant when he made them and broke two hours later.

But Hazel had never imagined his recklessness would collide with Matteo Lombardi.

“Your brother stole five hundred thousand dollars from me,” Matteo said.

Hazel’s chest tightened.

“He told me he owed money. He never said—”

“He also tried to sell information to the Morettis.”

“I didn’t know.”

Matteo smiled without warmth.

“That’s convenient.”

“It’s true.”

“You sleep in my bed.”

His voice stayed quiet.

That made it worse.

“You manage my kitchen. You move through this house without guards. You hear things my soldiers don’t hear.”

Hazel stepped closer.

“I have never repeated one word you told me.”

“And your brother somehow knew enough to put men at risk?”

“I don’t know how.”

Matteo’s eyes hardened.

Hazel knew that look.

She had seen it across restaurant tables when businessmen lied to him.

She had seen it when one of his men failed an assignment.

She had never imagined seeing it aimed at her.

“Where’s Caleb?” she asked.

Matteo looked toward Tobias.

Tobias Lombardi had served beside Matteo longer than Hazel had known either of them.

He was technically Matteo’s cousin, though nobody in the house used family titles when business was involved.

Tobias stepped forward.

“Boss?”

“Take Caleb to the docks.”

Hazel stopped breathing.

“Matteo.”

He ignored her.

“Make sure he understands the price of stealing from me.”

“No.”

She moved.

Two guards caught her arms before she reached him.

“Matteo!”

He turned away.

That hurt more than the guards’ hands.

“Please.”

No response.

“He’s my brother.”

Matteo’s shoulders tightened.

“Break his legs if you have to. Send him away. Put him on a bus. I don’t care. But don’t kill him.”

Still nothing.

Hazel heard herself crying now.

She hated it.

Hated that everyone could see.

Hated that Matteo could hear exactly what he was doing to her.

Then she said the words she would replay for years.

“Please. For what we are.”

Matteo turned slowly.

“What we are?”

The room became impossibly still.

Hazel’s face burned.

Matteo walked toward her.

His shirt was open at the throat. Tattoos disappeared beneath the black fabric. His hair was damp from the rain. He looked like the man half of Chicago feared.

Not the man who slept with his head in Hazel’s lap.

Not the man who knew she hated thunderstorms but pretended not to notice when she moved closer during them.

Not the man who had once kissed every stretch mark she had spent years hiding.

“You cooked my meals,” he said.

Hazel stared.

“You warmed my bed.”

Tobias looked away.

Matteo stepped closer.

“You were convenient, Hazel.”

Something inside her went silent.

Not broken.

Silent.

Perhaps that was what frightened Matteo, because the moment her tears stopped, his expression shifted.

Only slightly.

But Hazel saw it.

“Let her go,” he ordered.

The guards released her.

Hazel rubbed one wrist.

Matteo’s attention fell to the ruby ring on her hand.

Three weeks earlier, they had been eating cold pizza in his study after midnight.

He had taken the ring from his desk drawer.

No proposal.

No declaration.

He had simply slid it onto her finger.

“This belongs on you.”

Hazel had slept in it.

Now Matteo extended his hand.

“Everything.”

She removed the ring.

Placed it in his palm.

Then the necklace.

Then her earrings.

Her hands were steady now.

“Anything else?”

His jaw tightened.

“The dress.”

Tobias finally spoke.

“Boss.”

Matteo didn’t look at him.

“She leaves with what she arrived with.”

Hazel waited.

Some small, ridiculous part of her expected him to take it back.

He did not.

So she went upstairs.

The bedroom where she had slept beside Matteo was at the end of the hall.

She didn’t enter it.

Instead she crossed into the servants’ wing.

Hazel opened the bottom drawer of a small dresser and removed the clothes she had worn on her first day at the estate.

Gray sweatpants.

A faded Northwestern T-shirt.

Old sneakers.

She changed.

Then she stood in front of the narrow mirror.

Her eyes were swollen.

Her hair was falling from its bun.

She looked exhausted.

But beneath the humiliation, another thought surfaced.

The baby.

Her hand drifted to her abdomen.

Nothing showed yet.

Barely five weeks.

A secret smaller than a heartbeat.

Hazel reached into the pocket of her sweatpants.

The drugstore receipt was still there.

So was the small photograph she had taken of the positive test.

She almost laughed.

Matteo believed he had reclaimed everything.

He had no idea.

Downstairs, he stood beside the staircase.

Hazel walked past him.

No suitcase.

No coat.

No purse.

No jewelry.

Nothing but the clothes she had arrived in.

Matteo opened the front door.

Cold rain blew into the foyer.

“You wanted loyalty,” Hazel said.

He looked at her.

“Someday you’re going to realize you threw it away.”

His face remained expressionless.

“Get out.”

Hazel stepped into the storm.

She walked down the driveway while freezing rain soaked through her shirt.

Neither of the SUVs near the gate moved.

Nobody offered her a ride.

Halfway down the road, Hazel finally stopped beneath a streetlight.

She put a hand in her pocket.

Two pink lines.

Pregnant.

She looked back at the enormous estate.

“You told me to take nothing of yours,” she whispered.

Then she covered her lower stomach.

“You’re going to regret that.”

She caught a ride from a waitress finishing the late shift at a diner.

The woman gave her coffee in a Styrofoam cup.

“Did your boyfriend hit you?”

Hazel stared at the rain sliding across the windshield.

“No.”

For some reason, saying that hurt more.

Three days later, she boarded a bus east.

She had less than four hundred dollars.

A dead phone.

No plan.

And a brother she believed might already be dead.

She went first to Boston.

Then farther north when a woman at a shelter told her about seasonal restaurant work near Portland, Maine.

Hazel spent the next months doing what she had always done best.

Cooking.

Working.

Surviving.

At eight months pregnant, she was still serving pancakes.

The diner owner, Marlene, threatened to physically remove the coffee pot from Hazel’s hand if she didn’t sit down.

“You are one contraction away from giving birth in booth six.”

Hazel smiled.

“Booth six tips well.”

“You’re impossible.”

Marlene became the first person in Maine who knew everything.

Not Matteo’s business.

Not the names.

But enough.

The baby’s father was dangerous.

Hazel had left.

She planned never to go back.

Leo Bennett was born on a snowy February morning.

Seven pounds, two ounces.

Thick dark hair.

Serious little face.

And gray eyes.

Hazel cried the first time he opened them.

Not because she was afraid.

Because they were Matteo’s eyes.

As Leo grew, the resemblance became worse.

At two, he frowned like Matteo.

At three, he crossed his arms when irritated.

At four, he started pushing his hair back with one impatient hand.

By five, Hazel sometimes had to turn away when he stared at her from across the breakfast table.

But Leo was also hers.

He loved cinnamon rolls.

He hated peas.

He collected smooth stones from the beach and insisted each one had a personality.

He hugged people without calculation.

He apologized when he hurt someone.

He laughed so loudly the tenants upstairs complained.

Hazel built a life around him.

First she saved enough to rent a tiny kitchen.

Then she sold bread at weekend markets.

Then a storefront became available in a small coastal town thirty minutes from Portland.

Hazel signed the lease.

Bennett Bakery opened eleven months later.

Five years after leaving Chicago, she lived in the apartment above it.

The bakery was small.

Warm.

Always smelled like butter and cinnamon.

Nothing about it belonged to Matteo Lombardi.

That mattered to Hazel.

Every chair.

Every coffee cup.

Every chipped plate.

Hers.

On Tuesday mornings, Leo helped before preschool.

He took the job seriously.

He placed napkins in crooked stacks and greeted customers with, “Welcome to my mom’s bakery.”

Hazel was frosting maple rolls when the bell above the front door rang.

“Morning,” she called.

No response.

She looked up.

The pastry bag slipped from her hand.

Tobias Lombardi stood near the door.

Five years older.

More gray at his temples.

The same dark eyes.

For a moment, neither moved.

Then Tobias whispered, “Hazel?”

Her body went cold.

He had not come searching for her.

She could see that immediately.

He looked almost as shocked as she felt.

“Leave,” Hazel said.

Tobias glanced behind himself.

“I didn’t know.”

“Leave.”

“I’m here for a property closing. I saw the bakery.”

“Get out.”

His eyes moved across the room.

Then a small voice came from behind Hazel.

“Mom, where’s the chocolate milk?”

Leo ran through the kitchen doorway.

Dark hair.

Gray eyes.

Five years old.

He stopped beside Hazel and looked curiously at Tobias.

Tobias’s face lost all color.

His gaze went from Leo to Hazel.

Then back to Leo.

“No,” he whispered.

Hazel stepped in front of her son.

“Don’t.”

Tobias’s eyes widened.

“Hazel.”

“You don’t say his name.”

He swallowed.

“How old is he?”

“Get out.”

“Five?”

Hazel stared at him.

Tobias looked like he had just seen a ghost.

“Does Matteo know?”

Hazel’s voice became deadly calm.

“No.”

Tobias closed his eyes.

Then, almost to himself, he said:

“He’s going to now.”

Hazel’s heart slammed against her ribs.

Outside the bakery windows, snow had started falling.

Five years of hiding had ended before breakfast.

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