Children and Family Bonds

Bread Before Daylight · Chapter 1 of 15

Sunday Orders

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

This story is reconstructed based on FBI records.

I was stacking the last crates of Sunday orders into the van on June 27, 2010, when the two sedans pulled up outside the Vey house in Alder Quay, quiet as anything, no sirens, just doors opening in that unhurried way that somehow frightens more than noise does.

Martin was in his driveway in a bathrobe, coffee cup still in his hand, and for a second I thought it was some mix-up about his car being blocked in, the kind of small argument neighbors have over trash day.

Then one of the men said his name, both of his names, Martin Vey and something else I didn't catch clean, Anton something, and Martin set the cup down on the hood of his car like he'd been waiting a long time to be allowed to put it down.

He didn't look at me. He looked at his own front door, where Tess had just come out in her work apron, flour still on her wrist from the batch we'd started before dawn.

I had six dozen rolls proofing in my own kitchen and a walk-in full of orders for the diner on Quarry Street, and none of that mattered once I saw Tess's face go the color of the dough she'd been working.

"Leona." She said my name like a question, like she needed me to confirm she was standing where she thought she was standing.

"I'm here," I said, which wasn't an answer to anything, but it was true, and true was what I had.

They put Martin in the back of the first car without handcuffs that I could see, which somehow made it worse, like he'd agreed to something rather than been caught at it.

Tess took one step toward the car and a woman in a windbreaker, not unkind, put a hand up, not touching her, just marking the air between them.

"Ma'am, I need you to stay back."

"That's my father."

"I understand. Stay back, please."

I got between Tess and the hand before I decided to, the way you step in front of your own kid even when the kid is grown and employed and has her own apartment two towns over, because some things your body does before your mind agrees to them.

"She's not going anywhere, she's just standing here," I said. "Can she get a ride, is that allowed, or does everybody on this street need permission to go to work today?"

The woman looked at me like she was deciding whether I was trouble, then decided I wasn't worth the trouble, and nodded once toward my van.

Tess didn't cry until we were two blocks away, and even then it was the kind of crying that doesn't make noise, just water, like a pipe had given way somewhere behind her face.

"I don't know what this is," she said. "I don't know what he did. Nobody's told me anything."

"Okay," I said, because it was the only word I had that wouldn't be a promise I couldn't keep.

The radio was on low, the Sunday news hour, and somewhere between the weather and the traffic a man's voice said the words federal arrests and foreign agents and a number, ten, and a phrase about a long investigation finally reaching an end, and Tess reached over and turned it off without asking me.

I didn't argue. I drove.

By the time I pulled into the lot behind Bracken Breadworks, my mind had already jumped two steps past where it should have, straight to the lease renewal sitting unsigned on my desk, the one Martin had helped broker two years back when he introduced me to the property manager at a block cookout, the two of them laughing about something I never asked after.

Nolan Cress had liked Martin. Everybody had liked Martin. That was the whole shape of the trouble, now that I let myself look at it straight.

I turned off the engine and sat there with Tess beside me, both of us staring at the back door of the only business I owned outright, and I thought, not for the last time, that I had no idea yet how much of my own life had been resting on a man I'd never really asked a hard question.

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