Children and Family Bonds

Seven Reasons to Reach the Door · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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The letter arrived three days after the hearing.

Jacob was repairing a fence when Benjamin rode from the house waving an envelope.

“Jacob!”

He looked up.

“What?”

“Sheriff brought this.”

Jacob took it.

The return address read Boston, Massachusetts.

Inside was a letter from an attorney named Harold Whitmore.

Jacob read the first sentence twice.

Then a third time.

Benjamin watched him.

“What is it?”

Jacob folded the paper.

“Where’s Clara?”

“In the barn.”

“Don’t tell her anything yet.”

Benjamin’s face darkened.

“It’s about her.”

“Yes.”

“Bad?”

“I don’t know.”

That was the truth.

The letter claimed Clara Whitmore’s paternal uncle had learned she was alive through newspaper reports of the abandoned orphans.

His name was Charles Whitmore.

He claimed to be Clara’s closest living relative.

He wanted custody.

Jacob’s first reaction was irrational.

No.

His second was worse.

Absolutely not.

But Clara had a right to know.

He found her brushing Moses.

The brace allowed her to stand longer now.

She still limped heavily, but she rarely crawled anymore.

Jacob leaned against the stall.

“Clara.”

She looked up.

“You have that face.”

“What face?”

“The one you get when something’s wrong and you’re trying to decide whether to tell us.”

Jacob sighed.

“You’re getting annoying.”

“I learned from you.”

He handed her the letter.

She read slowly.

Her face changed when she saw the name.

“Charles.”

“You know him?”

“He’s my father’s brother.”

Jacob’s chest tightened.

“Did you live with him?”

“No.”

“Did you know him well?”

Clara shook her head.

“He came to our house twice.”

“What was he like?”

Her silence answered enough.

Jacob crouched.

“Clara.”

“He didn’t like me.”

“Why?”

She touched the brace.

Jacob felt anger rise.

“What did he say?”

“He told my father I’d be a burden forever.”

Jacob’s jaw tightened.

“He said Papa should send me to an institution.”

“An institution?”

“A place for crippled children.”

Jacob stood.

“He’s not taking you.”

Clara looked at him.

“You don’t know that.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

The answer surprised him.

Clara continued.

“You told me not to make promises you can’t control.”

Jacob wanted to argue.

Instead he nodded.

“You’re right.”

Her chin trembled.

“But you’ll fight?”

“To my last dollar.”

“That’s a bad plan.”

“What?”

“You need money for cattle.”

He stared.

Clara almost smiled.

“I’m learning.”

Jacob sat beside her.

“We’ll fight.”

Her hand found his.

“All right.”

Charles Whitmore arrived one week later.

He was nothing like Jacob expected.

Not cruel-looking.

Not rough.

He was a polished man in his early forties, wearing a dark wool coat and expensive gloves.

He came with Attorney Harold Whitmore—not a relative, despite the shared surname, but an associate from Boston.

Charles stepped into the ranch house and looked around.

Eight children stared back.

His gaze stopped on Clara.

She stood near the table.

For a moment, his face softened.

“You look like your mother.”

Clara said nothing.

Charles removed his hat.

“I’m sorry about your father.”

“You didn’t come when he died.”

The room became uncomfortable.

Charles cleared his throat.

“I didn’t receive word until later.”

“You received Papa’s letter.”

His face changed.

“How do you know?”

“I mailed it.”

Jacob looked between them.

Charles avoided Clara’s eyes.

“I was traveling.”

Clara’s voice became quiet.

“He asked you to take me.”

No one moved.

Jacob felt cold.

Charles sighed.

“It wasn’t that simple.”

“Was it because of my leg?”

“Clara—”

“Was it?”

Charles looked at Jacob.

“This should be a family conversation.”

Jacob crossed his arms.

“She asked you a question.”

Charles’s politeness disappeared.

“Yes.”

Clara flinched.

Charles immediately regretted it.

“I mean—your father was struggling. You needed medical care.”

“So you said no.”

“My wife was ill.”

“She wasn’t.”

Charles stared.

Clara continued.

“Papa wrote Aunt Helen too.”

Charles’s face hardened.

Jacob began to understand.

Clara had been abandoned before the wagon train ever left her.

After her father died, she had passed through a church home.

Then another.

Eventually she had been sent west with the other orphans.

Charles had known.

And done nothing.

Now newspaper articles had made Clara’s story famous.

The courageous disabled girl who defended seven children with a piece of firewood had captured public attention.

Suddenly Uncle Charles wanted custody.

Jacob distrusted timing.

So did Clara.

“Why now?” she asked.

Charles hesitated.

“You’re family.”

“I was family last year.”

No answer.

Clara nodded.

“That’s what I thought.”

Charles looked toward Jacob.

“You’re encouraging disrespect.”

Jacob nearly laughed.

“No. She came talented.”

Attorney Whitmore stepped in.

“Mr. Mallister, legally, Mr. Charles Whitmore has a strong claim.”

Jacob’s eyes hardened.

“Legally, maybe.”

“You cannot prevent a relative from petitioning for custody.”

“I can testify.”

“So can I.”

A voice came from the doorway.

Sheriff Keller entered.

Everyone turned.

Keller held papers.

“Turns out Charles Whitmore’s interest may not be purely sentimental.”

Charles paled.

“What are you talking about?”

Keller laid documents on the table.

Clara’s father had left a small trust.

Not huge.

But significant.

Because Clara’s maternal grandfather had invested in railroad bonds.

The money became available to Clara’s legal guardian until she reached eighteen.

Jacob stared at Charles.

“How much?”

Keller named the amount.

It was enough to buy three ranches.

Clara went white.

Charles snapped.

“This is outrageous.”

Keller shrugged.

“Maybe.”

Jacob’s voice was deadly calm.

“You didn’t want her when she had nothing.”

“That is not true.”

“Now she has money.”

“I didn’t know about the trust.”

Keller held up another document.

“Your signature says otherwise.”

Charles lunged for the paper.

Jacob stepped between them.

“Don’t.”

Charles stopped.

Clara looked smaller than Jacob had ever seen her.

Not physically.

Emotionally.

As if every bad thing she had believed about adults had just been proven again.

She turned and walked toward the door.

Her brace clicked against the floor.

Jacob followed.

She went to the barn.

He found her sitting beside Moses.

“I don’t want the money.”

“I know.”

“I hate it.”

“I know.”

“If Papa hadn’t left it, Charles wouldn’t be here.”

“Probably not.”

She wiped her face angrily.

“Why do people only want children when they can get something?”

Jacob sat down in the hay.

“Not everyone does.”

She looked at him.

“Why do you want us?”

The question struck deeper than she intended.

Jacob thought carefully.

“At first?”

“Yes.”

“I didn’t.”

Her eyes widened.

“I wanted to get you out of the cabin.”

“That’s all?”

“That’s all.”

Clara looked hurt.

Jacob continued quickly.

“Then Mary laughed at my bad cooking.”

“It is bad.”

“Thank you.”

“And Hugh started asking questions every thirty seconds.”

“He does.”

“And Benjamin fixed a gate without being asked.”

Clara listened.

“Rose put Martha’s old curtains back up.”

Jacob’s voice softened.

“Samuel somehow convinced my meanest mare to follow him around like a dog.”

A tiny smile appeared.

“Oliver stole half a pie.”

“He denies that.”

“He’s guilty.”

“And Elsie spoke.”

Clara looked down.

Jacob continued.

“And then there’s you.”

“What about me?”

“You argue.”

“That’s not a reason.”

“You organize everyone.”

“Still not a reason.”

“You ask questions I don’t want to answer.”

“Jacob.”

He smiled.

“You remind me that protecting someone doesn’t mean controlling them.”

Clara became still.

“And somewhere along the way, I stopped waking up wondering when you’d all leave.”

His voice roughened.

“I started waking up afraid you might.”

Clara’s eyes filled.

Jacob touched the wooden stall rail between them.

“I don’t want your money.”

“I know.”

“I don’t need your gratitude.”

“I know.”

“I don’t even need you to call me anything except Jacob.”

Clara whispered, “I know.”

“I want you here because this place is better when you are.”

She looked at him for a long time.

“Even when I argue?”

“Especially then.”

She leaned against his shoulder.

Jacob stayed completely still.

She had chosen the contact.

That mattered.

The custody petition failed.

Charles withdrew before the second hearing after Keller produced evidence he had known about Clara’s trust.

But the legal battle revealed another problem.

Clara’s trust could make her adoption complicated.

And Jacob had begun considering something he had barely allowed himself to name.

Adoption.

All eight.

Not guardianship.

Not temporary care.

Family in law as well as in practice.

Judge Rourke warned him.

“You know what you’re asking?”

“Yes.”

“Eight adoptions.”

“Yes.”

“You’ll need background investigation.”

“Fine.”

“Financial review.”

“Fine.”

“Character references.”

“Fine.”

“Educational arrangements.”

“Done.”

“Medical care.”

“Done.”

Rourke leaned back.

“Do you ever answer anything besides yes?”

“When someone asks whether I cook well.”

The judge laughed.

Then became serious.

“The children must consent where appropriate.”

Jacob nodded.

“That decision is theirs.”

He did not tell them immediately.

He wanted them to choose without pressure.

Instead, life continued.

Spring came.

Snow melted.

The ranch awakened.

Calves appeared in the pastures.

Creeks swelled.

Wildflowers covered the lower hills.

Clara learned to ride.

Not perfectly.

But fiercely.

Benjamin began studying ranch ledgers.

Rose asked for books.

Samuel decided he would become a horse trainer.

Oliver and Hugh built traps that caught nothing except Jacob’s boot.

Mary planted flowers beside Martha’s grave.

Elsie talked more.

Slowly.

Quietly.

Her second word had been Clara.

Her third was horse.

Her fourth was Jacob.

That one nearly destroyed him.

One evening in May, the children sat around the table.

Jacob cleared his throat.

“I need to ask something.”

Hugh immediately said, “No.”

Jacob blinked.

“No what?”

“I don’t know. You sounded serious.”

Oliver laughed.

Jacob looked around.

“There’s a legal option.”

Clara stopped eating.

“What kind?”

“Adoption.”

Silence.

Jacob continued.

“Nothing changes if you say no.”

Benjamin stared.

“All of us?”

“Yes.”

Rose covered her mouth.

“You mean permanently?”

“If you want.”

Samuel frowned.

“What would we call you?”

“Jacob.”

Mary whispered, “Could we call you Pa?”

Every sound in the room disappeared.

Jacob’s throat closed.

“If you want.”

Mary smiled.

“Okay.”

He looked down at his plate because he could not look anywhere else.

Clara watched him.

“You’re crying again.”

“Pepper.”

“There’s no pepper on the table.”

“Persistent pepper.”

Everyone laughed.

One by one, they answered.

Benjamin: yes.

Rose: yes.

Samuel: yes.

Oliver: yes.

Hugh shouted yes before anyone asked him.

Mary: yes.

Elsie climbed into Jacob’s lap and nodded.

Then everyone looked at Clara.

She stayed silent.

Jacob’s heart sank.

“It’s all right.”

Clara looked at him.

“I have a condition.”

Of course she did.

Jacob almost smiled.

“What?”

“You don’t get to send us away when we become difficult.”

“I already survived winter with you.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

“And we don’t leave each other.”

“No.”

“Even when we grow up?”

Jacob’s expression softened.

“Growing up isn’t leaving.”

Clara thought.

Then held out her hand.

“Deal.”

Jacob shook it.

“Deal.”

They did not know that, two nights later, fire would tear through the barn.

And that one of the children would be missing.

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