Children and Family Bonds

Six Years and One Open Door · Chapter 2 of 5

Chapter 2

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Dominic’s safe house did not look like a safe house.

It looked like the kind of property people photographed for architecture magazines and pretended not to envy.

The house stood thirty miles outside Milwaukee behind stone walls and acres of snow-covered woods. Security cameras were hidden beneath the eaves. Two men guarded the gate. Another SUV followed us down the long driveway.

Caleb pressed his face against the window.

“Is this your house?”

“One of them,” Dominic said.

“One of them?”

“Yes.”

“How many houses do you have?”

Dominic glanced at me.

“I’m not sure.”

Caleb’s eyes widened.

“You don’t know how many houses you have?”

“I have people who keep track.”

“That is weird.”

“Yes,” Dominic said. “It is.”

I almost smiled.

I stopped myself.

Inside, the house was warm and quiet.

No gold furniture.

No ridiculous portraits.

No evidence that a feared criminal organization’s leader sometimes slept there.

A housekeeper named Mrs. Bell met us near the entrance. She was in her sixties, wore reading glasses on a silver chain, and reacted to two frightened children arriving after midnight as if this sort of thing happened every Thursday.

“I’ve put clean clothes in both guest rooms,” she said. “And there’s soup.”

Nora immediately liked her.

Caleb immediately liked the soup.

I trusted neither reaction.

Dominic remained across the kitchen while the twins ate.

He watched everything.

How Caleb held his spoon.

How Nora picked the carrots out and arranged them beside the bowl.

How they argued over crackers.

He watched with the stunned concentration of a man trying to memorize five years in twenty minutes.

Eventually Nora noticed.

“Why do you keep looking at us?”

Dominic’s expression softened.

“Because I missed a lot.”

“You didn’t know us.”

“No.”

“So you couldn’t miss us.”

He absorbed that.

“You’re very logical.”

“She gets that from me,” I said.

Dominic looked over.

For one second, the kitchen became our old kitchen in Chicago.

Before the lies.

Before the gunfire.

Before disappearance had become my identity.

Then the moment was gone.

After Mrs. Bell took the twins upstairs to show them their room, Dominic and I remained alone.

“You’re going to tell me everything,” I said.

“Yes.”

“No half-truths.”

“Yes.”

“No protecting me.”

He gave a humorless laugh.

“That strategy has already cost us six years.”

The sentence landed hard.

He led me into a study.

There were no weapons displayed on the walls, no movie-villain trophies. Just bookshelves, a desk, and a fire burning behind glass.

Dominic unlocked a drawer.

He removed a small envelope.

My name was written across it.

I recognized the handwriting instantly.

Rachel.

My knees weakened.

“Where did you get that?”

“She gave it to me the night you left.”

I stared at him.

“She gave you a letter for me?”

“Yes.”

“And you never gave it to me?”

“You disappeared before morning.”

“You could have found me.”

His eyes hardened.

“I tried.”

Something in the way he said it made me believe him.

Against my better judgment, I opened the envelope.

Inside was a single sheet of paper.

Elena,

If Dominic shows you this, something has already gone wrong.

I found records at work that I shouldn’t have found.

My sister had been a junior accountant for a logistics company.

I read faster.

The company was laundering money.

Not for Dominic.

Against him.

Names appeared.

Payments.

Police officers.

Judges.

Business owners.

And one name repeated in Rachel’s letter.

Vincent Moretti.

I knew it.

Everyone in Dominic’s world did.

Moretti had once been his father’s closest ally.

Later, he became Dominic’s greatest rival.

Rachel wrote that she had discovered Moretti was paying someone inside Dominic’s organization.

Someone close enough to know where he slept.

Someone close enough to reach me.

My vision blurred.

At the bottom, Rachel had written:

I went to Dominic because I didn’t know who else could protect you.

I’m sorry.

I’m so sorry.

I never wanted you involved.

The page shook in my hands.

“This could be fake.”

Dominic nodded.

“It could.”

“You could have written it.”

“Yes.”

“Why are you agreeing with me?”

“Because you should question everything.”

He opened another drawer.

Inside were photographs.

Security images from our Chicago house.

Rachel arriving at 11:42 p.m.

Rachel sitting in Dominic’s office.

Rachel entering our bedroom hallway with him.

Then a final photograph.

Rachel leaving the house.

Alone.

At 1:18 a.m.

I had returned shortly before one.

My stomach twisted.

“What happened in the bedroom?”

“I was packing you a bag.”

I stared.

“She told me Moretti’s people had mentioned your name. I wanted you out of Chicago before sunrise.”

“What did I hear?”

Dominic closed his eyes.

“Rachel crying.”

I remembered.

Her voice had sounded breathless.

I had assumed passion.

God.

The shame was immediate and irrational.

“She kept saying your name,” I whispered.

“Yes.”

“And you said, ‘She can never know.’”

Dominic looked at me.

I remembered every word now.

“She can never know until she’s safe,” he said.

The rest of the sentence.

The part I had not stayed long enough to hear.

I sat down.

For six years, I had hated him.

Some nights hatred had been the only thing keeping me strong.

I had given birth to twins in a hospital three states away, using a shortened version of my middle name.

I had moved when neighbors asked questions.

I had changed jobs whenever someone from Chicago appeared unexpectedly.

Every Christmas, I told myself I had saved my children from becoming Carusos.

All because I had heard half a sentence through a partially opened door.

“Why didn’t Rachel come after me?”

Dominic’s face darkened.

“She tried.”

My head snapped up.

“What?”

“Three days after you disappeared, she vanished too.”

“No.”

“We found her car near Lake Michigan.”

“My mother said Rachel was living in Arizona.”

“Your mother believed what I asked people to tell her.”

I stood so quickly the chair struck the floor.

“You lied to my mother?”

“To keep her alive.”

“You don’t get to decide—”

“Rachel was taken.”

The words stopped me.

Dominic stood.

“We spent eleven months looking for her.”

My throat tightened.

“Did you find her?”

His silence answered before his mouth did.

“No.”

I looked away.

Rachel was alive.

Or might be.

For six years I had assumed my sister continued her life somewhere beyond my guilt.

Instead she had vanished days after I did.

“Moretti?”

“I believe so.”

“You don’t know?”

“No.”

“Then why did tonight happen?”

Dominic moved toward the window.

“Because Moretti was supposed to be dead.”

A cold sensation crawled up my spine.

“Supposed to be?”

“His car exploded four years ago.”

“No body?”

“Not enough to identify.”

“That seems convenient.”

“I thought so too.”

I looked at Rachel’s letter.

“Why Milwaukee?”

His eyes narrowed.

“What?”

“Why were you at the Whitmore tonight?”

“I was meeting someone.”

“Who?”

Dominic hesitated.

“No half-truths,” I reminded him.

“A former federal investigator.”

That surprised me.

“You work with federal agents now?”

“I work with whoever helps me find answers.”

“About Rachel?”

“About everything.”

Dominic walked toward the desk and placed a photograph before me.

A woman leaving a train station.

Blurry.

Dark hair.

Thin frame.

Her face partially turned away.

My heart stopped.

“When was this taken?”

“Three weeks ago.”

“Where?”

“Milwaukee.”

I stared at the photograph.

“No.”

“We believe it may be Rachel.”

I couldn’t feel my hands.

“That’s why you were at the hotel.”

“Yes.”

“And then I walked in.”

“Yes.”

“So this wasn’t some coincidence.”

“Apparently not.”

The door opened behind us.

One of Dominic’s men entered.

“Boss.”

Dominic turned.

“What?”

“We got something off the surviving shooter.”

He placed a phone on the desk.

The screen was cracked.

A message was visible.

ROOM 417. WOMAN + TWO KIDS. CARUSO MAY ARRIVE.

I felt sick.

Someone knew.

Before Dominic entered the hotel.

Someone knew where I was staying.

“Who sent it?” Dominic asked.

“Burner number.”

Another message appeared beneath it.

DO NOT LET THE WOMAN SPEAK TO CARUSO.

Dominic read it twice.

Then he looked at me.

“You weren’t attacked because you found me.”

My mouth went dry.

“They were already coming for us.”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know.”

The phone buzzed.

All three of us froze.

A new message appeared from the same unknown number.

Too late, Dominic.

Then another.

Ask your wife what Rachel gave her before she disappeared.

I stared at the words.

Dominic looked at me.

“What did Rachel give you?”

“Nothing.”

“Elena.”

“Nothing.”

But even as I said it, a memory surfaced.

Rachel.

Two weeks before that final night.

Standing in my kitchen.

Laughing.

Handing me a small silver necklace as an early birthday gift.

A flat oval pendant.

I had worn it for years.

Until Caleb broke the chain when he was three.

I still had it.

In my duffel bag.

Upstairs.

I ran.

Dominic followed.

I reached the bedroom and emptied the duffel across the bed.

Clothes.

Documents.

Children’s medication.

A worn paperback.

Then the small makeup pouch where I kept things I couldn’t afford to lose.

I pulled it open.

The silver pendant fell into my palm.

Dominic stared.

“You’ve had that for six years?”

“Yes.”

He took it carefully.

His thumbnail found a groove along the side.

The pendant opened.

Inside was no photograph.

No inscription.

There was a microSD card.

Neither of us spoke.

From the doorway came Nora’s sleepy voice.

“Mom?”

I turned.

She stood holding Caleb’s hand.

“What’s wrong?”

I forced myself to breathe.

“Nothing, baby.”

She pointed at the pendant.

“What’s that?”

Before I could answer, Dominic said quietly:

“The reason someone wants your mother dead.”

And downstairs, somewhere inside the supposedly secure house, an alarm began to scream.

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