Second Chances

The Christmas He Chose to Stay · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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Julian wanted Kate moved to a hotel.

She refused.

He wanted additional security outside the bedroom.

She refused that too.

He wanted to send her to his mother’s house.

Kate stared at him until he stopped talking.

Then Julian rubbed both hands over his face.

“I’m trying.”

“I know.”

“This part is difficult.”

“I know that too.”

“What would make you feel safe?”

Kate considered the question.

“Marcus outside. Cameras checked. Nobody inside this house I don’t personally know.”

Julian nodded.

“Done.”

Then he caught himself.

“Sorry.”

Kate almost smiled.

“Approved.”

That tiny joke mattered more than either admitted.

The investigation led to Cross Development’s chief financial officer, Robert Lang.

Robert had worked beside Julian for eleven years.

He attended their wedding.

He had held Kate’s coat at charity dinners.

He had toasted their pregnancy.

And he had quietly helped Daniel move Vivien’s money through shell companies connected to Cross Development.

Marcus uncovered emails.

Then payments.

Then something worse.

Daniel had been feeding Robert private information about Julian’s family for months.

Not because Daniel wanted to destroy Julian.

Because Robert did.

Julian had recently discovered irregularities in several development projects.

Robert knew an audit was coming.

He needed leverage.

Family chaos provided it.

Vivien’s marriage.

Julian’s father.

Kate’s pregnancy.

Every vulnerability had been cataloged.

Kate felt physically sick reading the summary.

“They knew about October seventeenth.”

“Yes,” Julian said.

“That’s why someone called me.”

“Yes.”

“They wanted me to think you were cheating.”

Julian’s expression hardened.

“They wanted you angry enough to leave.”

Kate stared at him.

“And would I have?”

His face changed.

“Before Christmas Eve?”

She looked away.

“I don’t know.”

That answer hurt more than yes.

Julian sat beside her.

“But you were close.”

“I was lonely.”

He nodded.

“I know.”

“No, I mean really lonely.”

Kate’s eyes filled.

“I would lie beside you and feel stupid for missing someone six inches away.”

Julian closed his eyes.

“I can’t undo that.”

“No.”

“But I can stop doing it.”

She looked at him.

“That’s what I need.”

The confrontation with Robert happened two days later.

Not with violence.

Not with Julian’s private security dragging anyone into a dark room.

That was the old version of Julian.

This time, federal investigators and attorneys handled it.

Robert was arrested leaving his office.

Daniel was found at a private airport outside Boston.

Vivien’s money was frozen before he could move most of it beyond recovery.

When Julian received the call, he was in the nursery assembling a changing table.

Marcus stood in the doorway.

“They got him.”

Julian tightened one screw.

“Daniel?”

“Yes.”

“And Robert?”

“In custody.”

Julian nodded.

Marcus waited.

“That’s it?”

“What else?”

“I expected more enthusiasm.”

Julian looked toward Kate, who was folding baby blankets across the room.

“I’m busy.”

Kate laughed.

Marcus grinned.

“Never thought I’d see the day.”

After he left, Kate walked toward Julian.

“You could go.”

“Where?”

“To the office.”

“Why?”

“Because this is huge.”

Julian looked genuinely confused.

“Do you need me to?”

“No.”

“Then I’m where I want to be.”

Kate stared at him.

He returned to the changing table.

A moment later she wiped a tear from her cheek.

Julian noticed.

But he didn’t immediately ask what was wrong.

He gave her space.

Then Kate sat beside him.

“I hate that you’re getting better at this.”

His eyebrows lifted.

“That seems unfair.”

“It is.”

“Why do you hate it?”

“Because being angry was easier.”

Julian set down the screwdriver.

Kate looked at her hands.

“I had prepared myself for you to dismiss everything. To tell me I was emotional because I’m pregnant. To buy me something expensive. To behave perfectly for a week and then go back to normal.”

“I considered the expensive gift.”

She laughed through her tears.

“I know you did.”

“A house in Vermont.”

“Julian.”

“I didn’t buy it.”

“Growth.”

He smiled.

Then became serious.

“I don’t want you to forgive me because I’m behaving better.”

“What do you want?”

“I want to become someone you can trust with your needs.”

Kate’s throat tightened.

“And if that takes a long time?”

“I’ll be here a long time.”

She looked at him.

For several seconds neither spoke.

Then Kate reached into her pocket.

Julian saw a flash of platinum.

His breathing stopped.

Her wedding ring.

But she didn’t put it on.

She placed it in his palm.

His face fell.

Kate closed his fingers around it.

“I want you to keep it.”

He looked at her.

“Why?”

“Because when I’m ready to wear it again, I want you to be the one who gives it back.”

Julian’s eyes filled.

“Kate…”

“This isn’t forgiveness.”

“I know.”

“It’s a chance.”

His hand closed around the ring.

“I’ll take it.”

That night, Julian placed it in the drawer beside his bed.

Not in a safe.

Not in a vault.

Close.

Three weeks passed.

Vivien filed for divorce.

Daniel accepted a plea agreement involving financial crimes while the assault allegation continued separately.

Robert Lang’s betrayal became public, but Julian refused to let Cross Development’s communications team use his family as a sympathy story.

“No interviews about Kate,” he ordered.

“No photographs of Vivien. No statements about my father. Business facts only.”

His publicist stared at him.

“That gives up a powerful narrative.”

“They’re not a narrative.”

He looked at Kate.

“They’re my family.”

She heard him.

And something inside her shifted.

Then, late one January night, Kate woke with pain.

Not labor.

Not exactly.

But enough to frighten her.

She reached toward Julian’s side of the bed.

Empty.

For one terrible second, every old fear returned.

Of course.

He was gone.

Again.

Then the bathroom door opened.

Julian appeared holding a glass of water.

“What’s wrong?”

Kate gasped.

He was beside her instantly.

“My stomach.”

His face went pale.

“Contraction?”

“I don’t know.”

He reached for his phone.

Then stopped.

“What do you want me to do?”

Kate nearly cried.

“Call Dr. Hayes.”

He did.

Within twenty minutes, they were heading to the hospital.

Julian sat beside Kate in the back seat, holding her hand.

Marcus drove.

Kate breathed through another tightening pain.

“Julian.”

“I’m here.”

“Don’t leave.”

His eyes met hers.

“I won’t.”

At the hospital, doctors determined she was experiencing premature contractions.

They worked quickly.

Medication.

Monitoring.

Questions.

Julian remained beside her.

At 3:18 a.m., Kate finally relaxed.

The contractions slowed.

Their daughter was safe.

Julian lowered his forehead against Kate’s hand.

She felt his shoulders shake.

“Hey.”

He looked up.

There were tears in his eyes.

“I thought…”

“I know.”

“I thought I was going to lose both of you.”

Kate touched his face.

“You stayed.”

Julian gave a broken laugh.

“Where else would I be?”

Kate looked at him.

That was the answer she had been waiting months to hear.

Then the monitor beside her changed.

A nurse entered quickly.

Then another.

Julian stood.

“What’s happening?”

The doctor came through the door.

“Mr. Cross, I need you to step back.”

Julian’s hand tightened around Kate’s.

And suddenly the room filled with alarms.

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