Second Chances

The Door Five Men Finally Opened · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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“Relationship?”

I hesitated.

That question should have been easy.

Housekeeper.

Former housekeeper.

Employee.

Friend.

None of them felt right.

“Family.”

The word came out before I could think about it.

Officer Pike wrote something down.

“Phone number?”

I gave it to him from memory.

Of course I knew it from memory.

He stepped outside.

I sat alone.

My knuckles hurt.

My nose had stopped bleeding.

The anger was gone.

That was the worst part.

Anger always disappeared eventually.

Then you were left with whatever you had done while it owned you.

I thought about Mom.

I thought about the boy whose nose I broke two years earlier.

I thought about Trevor.

I thought about Eleanor telling me that winning an argument could become the last memory you had of someone.

Ten minutes passed.

Then fifteen.

The door opened.

I expected Officer Pike.

Instead, Eleanor walked in.

Her brown hair was loose.

She wore jeans, sneakers, and a dark green sweater.

She looked at my face.

Then my hands.

Then the blood on my shirt.

“Oh, Landon.”

That was worse than yelling.

“I screwed up.”

“Yes.”

“I thought you were supposed to tell me it’s okay.”

“It isn’t.”

I looked down.

She pulled out the chair across from me.

“What happened?”

I told her.

All of it.

Including what Trevor said about Mom.

When I finished, Eleanor was quiet.

“He swung first,” I added.

“I heard.”

“So legally—”

“Don’t.”

I stopped.

“You know better than to turn this into whether you can technically escape consequences.”

I hated that she knew me.

“I walked away first.”

“That matters.”

“I came back.”

“That matters too.”

“He talked about Mom.”

“I know.”

“You don’t understand.”

The second I said it, I regretted it.

Eleanor didn’t react defensively.

“No,” she said. “I don’t understand exactly.”

I swallowed.

“But I understand wanting one more conversation with someone you lost.”

Her brother.

Samuel.

I looked at her.

“You still think about the fight?”

“Sometimes.”

“Even now?”

“Especially now.”

I stared at my bruised knuckles.

“I don’t want to be like this.”

“What?”

“Angry.”

“You’re allowed to be angry.”

“I keep hurting people.”

“Then learn what to do before anger reaches your hands.”

“That sounds easy.”

“It isn’t.”

“What if I can’t?”

Eleanor leaned forward.

“You can.”

“How do you know?”

“Because you walked away.”

“I came back.”

“Yes.”

“But the first version of you never would have walked away at all.”

That silenced me.

A minute later the door opened.

Dad entered so quickly he almost hit the wall.

“Landon.”

He crossed the room.

Looked at my face.

“Are you hurt?”

“I’m fine.”

“What happened?”

Eleanor stood.

“He’ll tell you.”

Dad looked at her.

Something passed between them.

Gratitude.

Embarrassment.

Maybe guilt.

“I missed the call.”

“Yes,” Eleanor said.

“I was underground.”

“I know.”

Dad turned to me.

“I’m sorry.”

Six months earlier, my father would never have apologized for being unreachable.

“I called you first.”

“I know.”

“Then Damian.”

“I know.”

“I called Eleanor third.”

Dad looked at her.

Then back at me.

“Good.”

That surprised me.

Dad sat.

“Trevor’s father is outside.”

“Is he angry?”

“Extremely.”

“Are you going to destroy his company?”

Dad stared at me.

Eleanor stared at him too.

Slowly, Dad said, “No.”

I smiled slightly.

“Personal growth.”

“Don’t push it.”

The police ultimately determined both Trevor and I had participated in the fight.

Security footage showed Trevor throwing the first punch.

His father stopped demanding charges when he realized his own son’s role was on camera.

The school suspended us both for a week.

Dad did not use money to make the suspension disappear.

I hated that.

Which meant it was probably good parenting.

That evening we returned to the estate.

Eleanor came with us.

She said it was only for dinner.

Nobody believed her.

Noah saw her first.

He walked into the kitchen.

Stopped.

“Are you back?”

“I’m eating.”

“That didn’t answer my question.”

Cole entered.

He looked at Eleanor.

Then at me.

“What happened to your face?”

“I lost a disagreement.”

“Clearly.”

Damian arrived an hour later.

The second he entered, he grabbed me by both shoulders.

“You idiot.”

“Nice to see you too.”

He hugged me.

Then looked at Eleanor.

“You came.”

“Police station.”

“I heard.”

Damian’s eyes moved toward me.

“You called her?”

“Yes.”

Something like pride appeared in his expression.

Then Dad walked in carrying pizza boxes.

Noah stared.

“Who are you and what have you done with our father?”

“I know where restaurants are.”

“Can you prove that?”

Dad ignored him.

We ate in the kitchen.

Not the formal dining room.

Nobody cared.

Halfway through dinner, I noticed Eleanor looking around the table.

Her expression was strange.

Happy.

Sad.

Almost disbelieving.

“What?” I asked.

“Nothing.”

“That’s a lie.”

She smiled.

“You did it.”

“Did what?”

“You learned how to stay together without me.”

Noah pointed his pizza at her.

“Do not turn this into your resignation speech.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

Cole looked at her.

“Stay.”

Eleanor’s smile faded.

Damian leaned back.

“You don’t have to work here.”

She frowned.

“What?”

“You don’t have to be the housekeeper.”

Noah nodded.

“We can hire another one.”

Mrs. Bell shouted from the pantry, “You already have one!”

Noah winced.

“Sorry, Mrs. Bell!”

She muttered something about ungrateful children.

Dad looked at Eleanor.

“I’ve been meaning to speak with you.”

“That sounds ominous.”

“It probably is.”

He folded his hands.

“I want to establish a family foundation focused on grief counseling for children and young adults.”

Nobody spoke.

Dad continued.

“Your experience with Samuel. Our experience with Claire.”

My mother.

Hearing Dad say her name openly still felt new.

“I spent years donating money to hospitals because writing checks was easier than talking about what happened inside my own house.”

He looked at us.

“I would like that to change.”

Then he looked at Eleanor.

“I want you to run the foundation.”

Her eyes widened.

“Julian.”

“You understand families in crisis.”

“I’m not a therapist.”

“No. We’ll hire therapists.”

“I’ve never managed a foundation.”

“You managed four Cavanaugh brothers.”

Noah nodded seriously.

“Put that on the résumé.”

Eleanor laughed.

Dad continued.

“You would have professionals around you. Training. Staff. Full authority to tell me when I’m wrong, though apparently you already consider that part of your duties.”

“Frequently.”

Dad almost smiled.

“The position is yours if you want it.”

Eleanor looked overwhelmed.

“Why me?”

Damian answered before Dad could.

“Because you stayed.”

Silence.

Cole looked at her.

“You saw the worst versions of us.”

Noah added, “Repeatedly.”

I said, “And you stayed.”

Eleanor looked at me.

I remembered our first morning.

The breakfast in the garbage.

The second plate.

Her telling me I couldn’t break her.

Funny thing was, we had never come close.

Instead, she had taught us that strength didn’t mean being impossible to hurt.

Sometimes it meant being hurt and choosing not to become cruel.

“What about the house?” Eleanor asked.

Noah grinned.

“You can visit.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

Damian said, “You’ll always have a room here.”

Dad nodded.

“Not as an employee.”

My throat tightened.

“As family,” I said.

Eleanor looked around the table.

Her eyes filled.

Then she nodded.

“I’d like that.”

Noah raised his glass.

“To Eleanor finally admitting she’s stuck with us.”

She laughed.

“I didn’t say that.”

“Too late.”

We toasted anyway.

But there was one more thing left unfinished.

One person still missing from the table.

Mom.

Not literally.

We had accepted that.

But her absence still lived upstairs in a room nobody entered.

Three days later, Dad gathered us outside that door.

He held the key in his hand.

“I think it’s time.”

None of us needed to ask what he meant.

For almost two years, our mother’s bedroom had remained mostly untouched.

Dad placed the key in the lock.

His hand trembled.

Eleanor stood at the end of the hallway.

Not beside him.

Not between us.

Just there.

Exactly where she should have been.

Dad opened the door.

And for the first time since the day Claire Cavanaugh died, all five Cavanaugh men walked inside together.

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