Children and Family Bonds

The Letter That Changed His Ranch · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

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Adeline woke before dawn and discovered Nathaniel asleep in a chair beside her bed.

His head had fallen against the wall. His arms were crossed over his chest, and one large hand still rested on the edge of the mattress near hers.

She watched him quietly.

In Omaha, Thomas Bell had once told her that love was proven by desire.

Looking at Nathaniel, Adeline began to understand that Thomas had known very little about love.

Nathaniel had spent the night in an uncomfortable chair because she had frightened him.

He had nothing to gain from it.

There was no audience.

No reward.

No promise.

Just concern.

Adeline closed her eyes before Nathaniel woke.

An hour later, she smelled bacon.

When she entered the kitchen, Nathaniel was standing at the stove.

Smoke curled toward the ceiling.

Adeline stopped.

“Is the house on fire?”

Nathaniel turned.

“No.”

“Are you certain?”

“Sit down.”

“What are you cooking?”

“Breakfast.”

“That doesn’t answer my question.”

He looked offended.

“Eggs.”

She peered into the skillet.

“Those are eggs?”

“Go back to bed.”

Adeline laughed.

Nathaniel tried not to smile.

Failed.

For the first time since her confession, something easy passed between them again.

He placed a plate before her.

The eggs were terrible.

She ate every bite.

That afternoon, Nathaniel came inside carrying a small wooden box.

“I need to show you something.”

Adeline wiped flour from her hands.

He placed papers on the table.

“My land deed. Bank records. Cattle inventory.”

She frowned.

“Why?”

“Because if we marry, you should know exactly what you’re entering.”

Her breath caught.

“If?”

Nathaniel sat.

“I’m still angry that you didn’t tell me immediately.”

“I know.”

“But you did tell me before the wedding.”

Adeline waited.

Nathaniel looked directly at her.

“And I’ve been thinking.”

“That sounds dangerous.”

He gave her a look.

She smiled nervously.

“I don’t want a wife because I need someone to cook.”

Nathaniel continued. “I don’t need someone to wash clothes. I’ve survived doing those things badly for years.”

Adeline laughed softly.

“What I wanted was a partner.”

His voice became quieter.

“I think you might still be one.”

Adeline’s eyes filled.

“Nathaniel…”

“There’s something else.”

He told her about Dr. Harris.

About the old medical file.

About the fact that his infertility had never been absolute.

Adeline stared at him.

“You mean you might be able to father children?”

“Might.”

Nathaniel shook his head.

“I don’t know. Maybe never. Maybe the original doctor was right enough that it makes no difference.”

“But you spent fifteen years believing—”

“I know.”

Anger flashed across her face.

“At yourself?”

“At everyone.”

Adeline reached across the table.

Nathaniel looked at her offered hand.

Then took it.

“There’s one thing I need to ask,” he said.

“Anything.”

“If we marry, Thomas Bell never gets to decide what this child is worth.”

Adeline’s mouth opened.

Nathaniel’s grip tightened.

“I’m not saying I can pretend the child is biologically mine.”

Her eyes lowered.

“I’m saying blood isn’t the only thing that makes a father.”

Adeline began crying.

Nathaniel shifted uncomfortably.

“Please don’t do that.”

“You just said—”

“I know what I said.”

She laughed through tears.

Nathaniel stood and walked around the table.

He knelt beside her chair.

“I need honesty from now on.”

“You’ll have it.”

“Even when it hurts.”

“Yes.”

“And I’ll give you the same.”

Adeline nodded.

Nathaniel drew a breath.

“Then marry me.”

She stared.

He frowned.

“I suppose I should have made that prettier.”

“No.”

“No?”

“No, don’t make it prettier.”

Nathaniel almost panicked.

Then she smiled.

“I want it exactly the way you said it.”

“Is that a yes?”

“Yes.”

He kissed her forehead.

Neither rushed farther.

Three weeks later, Nathaniel Cole and Adeline Foster were married inside the small church in Casper.

Mrs. Morris stood beside Adeline.

Nathaniel’s ranch hand, Eli Turner, served as witness.

The minister knew Adeline was pregnant.

He said nothing.

But other people did.

Whispers traveled faster than wagons in frontier towns.

By the time Nathaniel and Adeline left the church, several people had already counted months.

One woman stared openly at Adeline’s waist.

Nathaniel noticed.

He offered his arm.

Adeline took it.

Outside, Eli grinned.

“Well, boss, you look terrified.”

Nathaniel adjusted his hat.

“I am.”

“Good. Means you understand marriage.”

Mrs. Morris slapped Eli’s shoulder.

Nathaniel and Adeline drove home beneath a clear winter sky.

Halfway there, Adeline slipped her hand into his.

Nathaniel looked down.

She did not withdraw it.

Their first months of marriage were not perfect.

That made them real.

Nathaniel learned Adeline hated finding muddy boots beside the stove.

Adeline learned Nathaniel believed every object in the house had one correct location.

They argued over how much coffee a household needed.

Nathaniel thought one pound lasted a reasonable amount of time.

Adeline considered this evidence of barbarism.

He discovered she sang quietly when kneading bread.

She discovered he talked to cattle as if they were employees.

At night, trust grew slowly between them.

The first time Nathaniel kissed her properly, he stopped halfway.

“Tell me if you want me to stop.”

Adeline touched his cheek.

“I don’t.”

Their marriage became tender before it became passionate.

Adeline did not know how much she had needed that.

By March, her pregnancy began to show.

Nathaniel built a cradle.

He claimed he was repairing scrap lumber.

Adeline found him sanding the rails in the barn.

She leaned against the doorway.

“What’s that?”

Nathaniel froze.

“A box.”

“With rockers?”

He looked down.

“Unusual box.”

Adeline walked closer.

Tears gathered in her eyes.

Nathaniel sighed.

“You cry too often.”

“You give me too many reasons.”

He touched the unfinished wood.

“I thought the baby could sleep near our room.”

Adeline covered his hand.

“Our baby?”

Nathaniel looked at her.

“Yes.”

That evening, for the first time, the child moved strongly enough for Nathaniel to feel.

Adeline grabbed his wrist.

“Here.”

He placed his hand against her stomach.

Nothing.

He waited.

Then came the smallest movement beneath his palm.

Nathaniel froze.

Again.

A kick.

His expression changed completely.

Adeline watched a man who had once buried every dream of fatherhood stare at her stomach as though he had just witnessed a miracle.

“That’s him?” Nathaniel whispered.

“Or her.”

Another kick.

Nathaniel laughed.

It was not his usual restrained laugh.

It was astonished.

Young.

Adeline started crying again.

Nathaniel looked at her.

“Oh, come on.”

She laughed too.

Then spring brought trouble.

Thomas Bell arrived in Casper.

Nathaniel learned about it from Eli.

The ranch hand rode in one afternoon with a face that told Nathaniel the news before the words did.

“What?”

Eli removed his hat.

“Man in town asking about Mrs. Cole.”

Nathaniel stood slowly.

“What man?”

“Thomas Bell.”

Adeline dropped the plate she was drying.

It shattered.

Nathaniel turned.

All color had left her face.

Eli looked between them.

Nathaniel’s voice became quiet.

“What does he want?”

“Don’t know. Told the hotel keeper he’d traveled from St. Louis to settle a family matter.”

Adeline’s hand moved protectively over her belly.

Nathaniel saw it.

And something cold entered his chest.

“He doesn’t want the baby,” she whispered.

“Maybe he does now.”

“No.”

“What else could bring him here?”

Adeline shook her head.

“I don’t know.”

Nathaniel reached for his coat.

She grabbed his arm.

“Where are you going?”

“To ask him.”

“Nathaniel.”

“He comes into my county asking about my wife, I ask why.”

She stepped in front of him.

“Promise me you won’t fight him.”

Nathaniel stared at her.

“I can promise I won’t start one.”

“That is not comforting.”

“It’s the best I have.”

He rode toward Casper.

Thomas Bell was waiting at the hotel bar.

Nathaniel recognized him immediately.

Too polished.

Too clean.

A dark wool coat that had never known barn dust.

Thomas turned when Nathaniel entered.

“You’re Cole.”

Nathaniel removed his gloves.

“You’re Bell.”

Thomas smiled faintly.

“I imagine Adeline told you about me.”

“She told me enough.”

“Did she?”

Nathaniel stepped closer.

“What do you want?”

Thomas lifted a glass.

“My child.”

Nathaniel’s jaw tightened.

“You forfeited the right to call that baby yours when you handed its mother forty dollars to get rid of it.”

Thomas’s smile vanished.

“Whatever Adeline told you, she was emotional.”

Nathaniel took one more step.

“You should choose the next sentence carefully.”

Thomas studied him.

Then reached into his coat.

Nathaniel’s hand moved toward the revolver at his belt.

Thomas paused.

Slowly, he withdrew a folded document.

“I’m not here to fight.”

He placed the paper on the bar.

“I’m here because my father died.”

Nathaniel did not touch it.

Thomas continued.

“He left a substantial trust. The terms require a legitimate direct heir.”

Nathaniel understood.

Not love.

Money.

Thomas Bell had not traveled hundreds of miles because he suddenly wanted his child.

He wanted what the child could unlock.

Nathaniel’s voice became dangerously calm.

“Get out of Wyoming.”

Thomas smiled again.

“You married a woman carrying another man’s baby. Admirable.”

He leaned closer.

“But when that child is born, blood will matter in court.”

Nathaniel stared at him.

Thomas added quietly, “And I have enough money to make sure every judge hears my side.”

Nathaniel left before his anger became something irreversible.

When he returned home, Adeline saw the answer in his face.

“He wants the baby.”

Nathaniel removed his hat.

“He wants money.”

Adeline closed her eyes.

Nathaniel crossed the room.

“He’s not taking this child.”

“He’s the biological father.”

“I don’t care.”

“A court might.”

That stopped him.

Adeline looked terrified.

“Nathaniel, what if he can take my baby?”

Nathaniel placed both hands on her shoulders.

“Look at me.”

She did.

“He will have to come through me first.”

And three days later, a sheriff’s deputy rode onto the Cole ranch carrying legal papers.

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